time to take me out to pasture
posted on Sunday, Nov. 11, 2007 @ 17:42

for some reason i can't hear out of my left ear. it's just a deafening tone, similar to what it sounds like when you hold your tragus over the ear canal. yet for some reason, loud noises seem even louder. last night i woke up and sneezed at least half a dozen times, and at that point i couldn't hear much of anything. when this happens, it usually goes away. apparently not this time. i don't know what to do other than uncontrollably panic and cry every now and then.

then moments ago i yelled at owen, "stop being so goddamn nice! it's ridiculous!" you know what they say about finishing last.

i'm going to go back to crying now.

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