posted on April 22, 2004 @ 5:14 pm
"mrs. brown you've got an ugly daughter," queers
"sister of night," depeche mode
"funky shit," prodigy
my mom's mrs. brown. thanks, launchcast.
i stayed up all night so i could buy a new tire today. i stole the crossword from their paper for some compensation, but i'm so frazzled now i can't seem to find most of the answers.
between four and five i had a little breakdown. it was odd because i hadn't cried that hard in a while, but watching akira warded some of that off. when i calculated how much money i'd have left over after bills ($100), i failed to add in electric and telephone, together $42. the tire cost $85 because they charged me $10 just to put it on. dicks. they took out over $180 from my check, so now after everything i'll have -$13.02. that doesn't include gas and food. i suppose i'll have to call the electric company and tell them i'll pay them a little late; they don't care what the hell you do i've learned, but they at least need to know it'll be late so i don't get into some sort of trouble in the future. i've still got $16 left on my credit card at least.
hopefully one of the day cashiers will put her words to action and leave soon, and i could get her job. i could get up to $1500 a month. i should frame her for something terrible so she gets fired. meh.
i didn't get to sleep until 10:00 this morning since after giving away $85 to discount tires i mailed owen stuff. he called a little after 1:30, so i have at least that bit of positive human interaction to keep me from killing myself and everyone around me. i accidentally fell back asleep at 2:00 and didn't wake up til 3:25. but, let's think positive, i got to work on time.
yesterday when i woke up, i had "heaven knows i'm miserable now" stuck in my head."
this is all because of that stupid fucking traffic ticket. $200 for not coming to a complete stop on a deserted campus during christmas break?
fuck.
you.anti-<3, chels.
p.s. go to this website and be amazed. they've not done digitally, which i like.
featured victim subject for today, le'britney.
