posted on June 17, 2003 @ 4:23 am
lots of tv
dude, you don't even know how excited i am about getting cable. i'll never leave the living room. i'll have disney, nickelodeon, and cartoon network. oh god.
even though i have no money, i'm ordering these clothes:
*pink shirt (i don't understand the zippers, but hey, it buttons and it's pink. i'm there.)
*faerie socks
*penguins aah!
*rubyyy (the sleeves are too short, but i'll just sew on extra fabric.)
*faerie and unicorn! :faints:
clearly the last one's the best. i want to frame it or something. the website actually says it's in stock, and when it gets to my place i'm just going to cry or something. ;) the ruby shirt says, "happiness is...a sad song." there's one on her website (which is ridiculously expensive, all the merch) that says, "i'm so happy i could die." :grin:
this morning when i woke up at 8:14 (ack!), i saw this thing on about some deformed boy, continued to doze for a while, then put it on vh1. i knew there'd be music on, and that'd help me sleep, no matter how crappy it was. some michelle branch video was on�oh, it was called "are you happy now" if i recall correctly�and her hair was really pretty in it. by that point i was awake, so i went into the bathroom. having just rolled out of bed, my hair looked like michelle branch's. as i stood there staring at it, rather amused that i was actually pleased with the way that any part of me looked, i realized that since it was my hair it'd be regarded as some derivative of "nappy." sighing, i pulled back my hair and clipped back my bangs and for some unidentifiable reason thought of catherine manheim. she is so funny and so beautiful, and i swear to gods my head is as big as one of her boobs. everyone loves her, though. then, of course, i realized that even though you could slice her down the middle and have me, the general public will still cringe at the sight of me because i'm not a funny, talented actress. frustrated by all this too-early-morning thought, i ate a bowl of banana nut crunch and went to watch disney with sarah. ultimately, i just went back to sleep as not to think about it. le sigh.
anyway, enough about that. i'll just start thinking about it all over. owen and i had the greatest headache-inducing conversation about time travel earlier, but the computer fucked up and had to be restarted. i think i may have managed to say something coherent, too. it�s a pity it�s gone now. :shakes her fist:
i was telling mom today that it never rains in austin because longview stole it all. literally, it has stormed every single day i�ve been here. i was sitting in the kitchen yesterday, playing sarah�s gameboy sp, when the lights went off for about two seconds. when they came back on, i was like, �heh..heh..the lights went out, but i kept playing.� they all turned and looked at me like i was the biggest loser, but what can i say? i have to huddle beneath a lamp to play mine, ok? i can�t help but be impressed. last night i nearly vomited for some reason, so around midnite i assumed the fetal position in my old bed (sarah�s bed now) and put in alice in wonderland, quietly whisper-singing along with all the songs. undoubtedly it made me feel better, so i�m going to ask to borrow it. that�s one of my favorite movies ever. the songs are so wonderful.
mom, sarah and i went to see finding nemo last night. oh man, that was the most hilarious thing ever. i know when jennifer sees it, she�ll be talking in whale speak for weeks. ;) ellen�s so great. tomorrow afternoon we�re going to nana and papaw�s for supper so they can see me one more time before i go home. man, dinner (lunch) sunday was so wonderful. mom told me how to make beans and sausage and rice in half an hour as opposed to two to four hours, and i�m very excited. i made sausage and cheese balls tonight, and tomorrow i�m going through the shreveport cook books and copying as much as i can. ;)
i really had things to say, but this entry has spread over about four hours (the time up there is when i actually clicked �done!�). it�s storming again now, so i�m getting into bed with alice and wonderland again. toodles.
�my mind is buggin� out when i think you�re it. see me run lickedy split, and my toes, watch them curl. so don�t call me babe cause i ain�t your little girl.�
<3, chels.
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