i'm nobody's monkey
posted on March 09, 2003 @ 9:48 am

"fear and loathing on cape cod," "the monkey versus the robot," "karate chops for everyone but us," piebald

i talked to my mom yesterday for about an hour i think, and then at 6:00 p.m. i fell asleep, not to awake until 7:00 a.m. i kept waking up afriad that i hadn't set my alarm correctly, but ultimately at 7:02 a.m. it did go off. i'm not even tired now, which is weird because i'm always tired, even when i get sleep.

i'm going to go home when i get off work. i need to finish packing and make a couple cds before i leave. i've lost my mustard plug cd and rhett miller cd, so i need to make a super mustard plug cd (two combined) and rhett again before i take off.

brandon!

hahaha. i kept talking to my mom about marrying him and having band nerd babies. she just laughed at me, every time. i'm looking forward to the drive, even though it would be nice to have someone go with me. see, if there were anything interesting in longview other than cds and more, software etc., and, well, that's all. but nonetheless, you can buy nintendo and sega games there, so that's why it's the highlight. i guess i just won't leave the house unless i'm with mom. oh yeah, and i'm going to visit my grandparents one night. shreveport's got stuff to do! it's got 400,000 people. that automatically means there's fun stuff there. any takers? guess not.

i'm excited about going for some reason. well, i should be cause i get to see my family, i just usually am not as excited as now. wee. i've never driven home in the daylight. (: i'll have to leave wednesday morning so i can get to work by 4:00 p.m. bleh.

"tell me a secret or two. speak up dear, my hearing's not so good. i shouldn't call you dear. that's a good one, the best and worst secret you've ever yelled at me."
<3, chels.

i'm coughing up a lung or two just so you know i'm breathing well in front of you. i'm holding out a knife or two just so you know i'm standing next to you. you can't always be down or out, but if you try you won't be found. you can't always get what you want. that's for sure. i'm sending out a note or two that says we're all going to the same place, so it doesn't matter where you are in line. i'm holding one hand or two depending if we're walking or dancing. either way i'm feeling fine.

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