when he smiled i felt my heart was torn apart
posted on February 26, 2003 @ 8:16 am

"deeper than the usual feeling," beborn beton

why in god's name am i listening to this? i'm always either overly depressed in the mornings or overly happy. i'll have you know today it's not the latter. i hate how depressing songs are always so good because then i end up listening to them on repeat. and i always hate how the really great ones are by guys, so inevitably i have to change the pronouns from female to male. oh well. i'm going to go lie in bed now and hate myself (the joys of waking up three hours before i have to leave for school).

"i thought we had something much deeper than the usual feeling..."
<3, chels.

(more random lyrics cause, you know, that's what i do)

it seems your joy is limited. it seems there's something i don't get. i'd love to make it happen. i'd love to give it all to you.

where have i gone and come so far. well i've been headed nowhere. i have been walking quite a while along feeling lonesome. don't you worry. they won't find my body. i want you to know i found peace in another world. don't keep digging. i want you to leave back away from the place where my ashes are buried.

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