my restless soul is longing
posted on December 31, 2002 @ 1:57 am

"beloved," vnv nation

i need to get this onto a cd quickly.

i want to drive. like, forever. right now i'm in the mood to just leave and never return. i want to go to the lake and sit with my car playing pretty music in the background. i want to lie in the dirt and let all the little buggies crawl on me, and when it was time for me to drive into the nothing, i could say, "hey little buggies, i need to be moving on." and they'd slowly crawl off of me, and i'd get into my car and never come back.

why am i always running?

"no pain remains, no feeling, eternity awaits."
<3, chels.

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