posted on December 24, 2002 @ 5:55 pm
hey arnold
this morning around 11:00 leah called again. mom said that she had been calling the past few days, and sincerely i was rather hesitant to talk with her. i love her so much, i just hated her addictions. she rolled and did coke and smoked pot everyday; she even shot up once. but this morning i started talking to her thinking it was mom, and then suddenly realized it was not. she started telling me about a lucid dream she had with me in it, that she opened her eyes and called me immediately.
she told me that she got arrested for failing a drug test, testing positive for coke and pot. she had to spend four weekends in jail and is on probation til march. thusly, she has had no drugs for two months. we talked for an hour, wherein she gave me her number, i gave her my cell number, and promised i'd call her around three. doug got home at one, though, while i was vacuuming, so i left after taking a shower.
when she opened her door, she attacked me as expected. i saw kassidy, her brother, who is now six feet tall. i remember when he was in elementary school; now he's a sophomore or junior in high school. he's so cute, and his hair's past his shoulders. he's got it shaved underneath and in a pony tail like dumbhead's. she asked if i wanted to go to papacita's for chips and tortillas and cheese, and i said sure. she called her boyfriend shannondoah west moneypenny. isn't that a fabulous name? he's so cute; he's got curly dirty blonde hair to his shoulders, blue eyes, and a goatee. and he's so tiny. she told me that he reminded her of me, and after hanging out with him for four hours i'd agree. after papacita's we went to shannon's house in union grove. he's got the same spongebob pajamas i do, and a spongebob kite on his wall. he was even wearing spongebob boxers. we've got a lot of the same cds, too. leah showed me some "provocative" pictures they had taken while he was out of the room. haha.
for xmas, he got her the marilyn manson dvd, and we watched some of it before i left at 5:00. it was really nice being around her again. just the little things we do, like when we both start laughing at nothing and shannon looks at us funny, or how when we opened the dvd we took turns smelling it. i really miss the sober leah; i'm glad she's clean now. in march she'll start getting high again, and i really hope it doesn't go further than that.