here in your bedroom i feel safe from the outside
posted on June 23, 2002 @ 5:26 am

richie rich cartoon on cartoon network

romantic and sexy...:scratches her head: anyways, life has been dull and uneventful, but at least i'm starting to get used to it again. having shit (as in nothing) to do is at least more comforting whilst doing said shit with jonathan and sometimes derek. derek sort of disappeared for a week, and upon his reappearance this week i realized i missed him. :strokes her chin: interesting, i like him more than i thought. tonight was the snl rerun with kylie minogue, and while we were waiting for her to sing we kept talking about how hot she was. she was in a pant suit, and he was like, "what?? clothes?"
"this is so unfair."
"where's the tight clothes, the short skirt?"
"she could have at least worn leather."

i'm going to simply wither away when jonathan's not around. bah. if he ends up staying in longview i shall cry i'll be so happy. :falls over: goddamn emotions. i want to be a robot. he said we have to talk about "us" some time next week. raarr. however, i will be getting attacked in the next few days, so that'll be fun.

a band called jupiter's sunrise came up to me, jon and derek in the mall tonight. they're from l.a. and have played with such bands as dashboard and saves the day. we listened to one of their songs, which was quite lovely, but i had no cash with which to purchase their album. last week a metal chick came up to derek and me in the mall telling us about a show, then tonight i get emo kids. i suppose one must decide whether to follow the piercings or the glasses and cons. which, i must add, i thought i looked kind of interesting today: black shirt, brown pants, purple cons with blue stars on the laces. :shrugs: i liked it. derek and jon kept making fun of the guys, so i kept hitting them. the guys (mine was the guitarist/singer, ben) told me about some guy, one line drawing or something, who's divinely inspired by dashboard, only darker. sounds fabulous. they had a show tonight, but obviously neither derek nor jonathan was interested.

after seeing most of me, myself and irene, i've decided to start calling everyone "candypants."

everyone of you with a job (with the exception of owen, naturally) better hide, for i'm coming after your head. tomorrow i'm going to apply at three more places so i can be ignored three more times. that will bring the tally up to nine. i've got to go get into bed now, though, because the mere thought of having $30 to my name and the refusal of the WORLD to hire me makes me dizzy and blurs my vision. :cringes: owie, that one was bad.

my hamsters make my room stinky. :(
<3, a stinkified-room chels.

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