posted on May 08, 2002 @ 5:36am
"a lesson learned," limp bizkit (in my head)
blah. i'm fucking exhausted right now, so this is going to be as short as possible.
as expected, i did make jonathan feel bad when i told him to "fucking speak." i tried to explain that i'm very good at making people feel rotten, and that i've got to get it under control. he said he was going to call, but then i said that, and he didn't know if i wanted to hear his voice. that was the saddest thing i've ever heard, the way he said it (he was talking over aim). i felt like such a bitch. he's feeling really bad, and he started crying. or, as he put it, "leaking." i've never heard him cry before, so it was extra sad and of course i started crying, too. i hate that i can't be there to at least try to make him feel better. meh.
i suppose that's about it. i really need to sleep.
Reine des Pixies: i've always wanted to take [a roadtrip] by myself
Reine des Pixies: i want to take pictures of powerlines
why?
Reine des Pixies: just inches from being directly in front of them, when you can see all of them in the distance. they look like they go on forever, and for some reason that's the most beautiful thing i've ever seen.
<3, chels.
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