insomnia
posted on Friday, Oct. 27, 2006 @ 01:17

"house hunters" on hgtv

What do you hate most about the world?:the spreading destruction by human hands.
What do you love about the world?:i hear babies cry, i watch them grow, they'll learn much more than i'll ever know.
If America were to fall, what would be the cause?:arrogance.
What is man's greatest threat?:the avenging narwhal!
How will the world end?:in an inferno.
What would you kill for?:anyone who hurt my family.
What would you die for?:ma famille.
What do you live for?:skies of blue, clouds of white, bright blessed days, dark sacred nights.
Do you want to live forever?:yes, but i'm still very young. everyone in my familiy has no qualms over giving in when the time is right, so i'm sure when i'm older i'll be ready.
What is your biggest weakness?:i'm easily enraged.
What is your greatest strength?:for the right people, i have an immense heart.
What do you want to change about yourself?:i want to become more patient and caring and less judgmental towards strangers.
Tell me your thoughts on God.:i'm sure the gods are really fabulous characters.
The Devil.:evil evolves from human greed and consumes us in many ways. i don't know if i'm behind the idea of a devil.
Heaven.:i don't think i'll be the same in spirit once i die. hopefully i can be recycled; that'd be an awful lot of unitasking energy.
Hell.:see above.
The human soul.:i've been thinking about the relationship between the soul and the body. i'll get back to you.
What is your worst fear?:lonliness.
What makes you happy?:bundling up and being the only person standing outside on an icy day, when all i can hear is the crackling of tree limbs.
What are some of your regrets?:all of my past mistakes have formed the person i am today. the only regret i can come up with is not quitting my clarinet.
Who do you look up to?:my papaw. i wish i could plug in my brain to his and get all of that knowledge without a life of hardships and unique experiences i'll never have.
Who looks up to you?:my baby sister.
Is revenge the answer?:no, but i'm still immature enough to buy into it.
What is the best way to get rid of an enemy?:ignore them.
What do you want to be remembered for?:my baking, which could bring an end to world war.
Would you rather learn from your mistakes/sins or have them forgiven?:mistakes will continue to be made if we do not learn from them.
Confess some of your more recent sins.:i have a crush on a cop.
What is your deepest, darkest secret?:i like to bone your mom.
Do video games and rock n roll caus violence?:no, for me they've always prevented it.
What was your last...
Dream?:it was about work.
Nightmare?:the last one i remember was after watching silent hill and involved horrible creatures.
Time you cried?:i can't remember.
Time you laughed?:few minutes ago; i'm watching tv.
Person you loved?:janeanie beanie♥
Person you hated?:an old guy in a hummer parked at a gas pump and just standing around doing nothing.
Person you talked to?:janeanie beanie.
Lie?:i told the radiologist who did my sinuses' CT scan it would be really hard to take out my nose ring.
Big loss?:$772 paid toward my credit cards this month?
Big mistake?:getting a tattoo 1/2 an inch away from a growing ganglion cyst.
Law you broke?:speeding.
Rule you broke?:wore flip-flops to work. i think i'm not supposed to do that.
Thing you broke?:a $3.99 watch i bought at a gas station. hopefully super glue will save it.
Proud moment?:signing up for my various charitable contributions.
Big accomplishment?:$772 paid toward my credit cards this month.
Person you hurt (physically or emotionally)?:one of my rings got caught in owen's hair and yanked it.
Have you ever... and why
Been discriminated against?:yes, i have an unconventional appearance.
Been made fun of?:yes, i'm a band nerd.
Wanted to die?:yes, i'm bipolar.
Hurt yourself?:yes, i have panic disorder and lose control when i have attacks.
Attempted suicide?:yes, december 17, 1999, i was alone and panicked.
Wanted to kill someone?:no, i don't have that capability in reality.
Wanted everyone to die?:yes, humans annoy me.
Gotten into a fight?:yes, i don't know when to keep my mouth shut.
Pretended to be someone or something you're not?:yes, i'm a pathological liar.
Had sex?:yes, i can't contain myself.
Watched porn?:yes, i'm a pervert.
Masturbated?:yes, it's not a crime.
Committed a crime?:yes, i have problems with authority figures.
Done drugs?:yes, i was young.
Consumed alcohol?:yes, it makes me more personable.
Smoked?:yes, i'm lame.
Been caught doing something "bad"?:yes, i don't worry with hiding.
Broken a promise?:yes, i had a good reason.



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