posted on August 25, 2003 @ 5:50 pm
"small town witch," sneaker pimps
"world," new order
i was feeling rather sad/sick/crappy, not only because i saw the phrase "et cetera, ad infinitum" in rolling stone (i love that), but also because i've developped a cough. jennifer says it's consumption. =/ i told her about frances, earnshaw's wife in wuthering heights, how nelly thought it was annoying she complained of feeling ill all the time when she'd only get a cough when she exerted herself; she ended up dying from TB. heh.
however, i just talked to bryan, and he's back in town. and the peasants rejoice! it's so odd to think that i've known him for what, eight years? oy. i get to hang out with him and laura and leo tomorrow. i haven't seen leo in so long! leo rocks cause he sits at home and watches espn/plays nintendo all day. he also drinks lemon lime hate-orade. ha, sorry, another joke only jennifer would laugh at.
a few nights ago i was lying in bed and started crying. i sat up and wrote this long paragraph that helped me shut up. i would recreate it since i left it at home, but i don't feel like it.
i got an akira shirt cause i'm a dork. i also finally spray painted my shelf bright red with red glitter and put my akira toys, beast man, skeletor, a faery, an angry beaver, mario, tmnt, a bionicle, dark magician, my ghost in the shell figure, and my mcfarlane figure on it. is that all that's up there? i think. we found a 12"x36" of this. "ophelia" is my favorite; i've always loved that painting. i found another painting, "la jeune martyre" that i would have given a toe for. she was so pretty, but she was also $20. :( jennifer loves "the lady of shalott" and "miranda the tempest". we want big copies of all four of these, but that'd run us around $80. blah. i wouldn't mind having this "ophelia", too. it doesn't really matter, actually, considering we've used up all the wall space in the living room. i just want one of every john waterhouse painting. oh yeah, we've got this one in the upstairs bathroom.
the past hour and a half has been the most terrible, stressful ever. i have to go now and just sit and do nothing before i tear my eyes out. i need a shower; my hair looks terrible and dirty. :pout: and since i'm not in school now, i'm no longer on mom's insurance. this wouldn't matter if stupidfuckingtexas didn't take away my benefits. the only thing i'd need it for would be prescriptions, but i've got like a two month supply sitting around. i'll probably end up paying $30/month for dental so i can get a crown. i'll have to look into how much it covers and how much i'll have to pay and all that stuff. :bangs her head against the desk: this also means mom'll know i'm not in school. :sigh:
"and i try to see clearly, but my eyes are half shut. there's a cloud around my head cause i'm all blocked up."
<3, chels.
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