posted on May 04, 2003 @ 7:44 pm
"enjoy the silence," depeche mode
"nature boy," ella fitzgerald
last night jennifer and i went to see carmen dance and were joined by davey. it was really good. they danced to a pretty neat remix of "rock the kasbah" and some other good songs. a lot of moulin rouge stuff.
afterward, jennifer, davey and i went to sonic and then sat at the dining table telling racial/ethnic jokes. it was really funny, a black chick, a mexican dude, and a white chick putting everyone down. layla and frank came over to force me to a party of cole's friend. thusly, after taking davey home, i went to cole's friend's.
don't tell anyone, but i actually did have an enjoyable time. you know, after becoming rather intoxicated. there were (in my anti-social opinion) a lot of people there, but jennifer, frank, layla, cole and i sat out on the grass just beyond the patio. there are lots of random memories. frank picking me up, ice in various articles of clothing, shameless hitting on cole from both jennifer and myself, cole telling me he reads my diary too much.
cole said people don't like me because i'm intense. i told him how people are freaked out when they see my scars, but i don't understand because it's so natural, the only thing i know to do. he says the thought of hurting oneself is very scary to most people. :shrug: whatever. i've grown wary of puny hu-mans.
i smoked a little pot, which evened me out. around 6:00 a.m. i gathered up frank and led the others to my car. they were talking of i-hop but were all passed out within five minutes.
jennifer went promptly to her bed, was late for work, then threw up several times at work. they sent her home. frank had to take her because i was passed out myself. this was around 11:00 or 11:30 this morning. layla went home around 6:30 a.m. maybe; frank passed out on the futon.
jennifer's been throwing up all day, but she's stopped for now. john and davey just got here; we're supposed to be having a multi-birthday celebration as aforementioned. frank's supposed to be here, but he's not. carmen and rosa are coming at 9:00. layla's coming in a bit, possibly with stefan. cole said he wanted to come, so i may get layla to call him. i guess i'll go to clean up the kitchen; when jennifer tried earlier she just threw up. ;)
"this he said to me: the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return."
<3, chels.
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