posted on March 18, 2003 @ 1:31 am
12:15 p.m
"eleventeen," kimya dawson
on my way to my car, i saw a notice in the elevator:
ORANGE NEUTERED MALE
IN PARING GARAGE 6
CALL # OR #
my heart dropped, and i felt so fabulous. that's the cat i played with in that same garage a while back, the one who looked rather sickly with a pink flea collar. i tried to call animal control, but it said that number no longer worked. argh. i got really upset and very nearly cried because when i returned, he had left. i didn't get a chance to explain to him that i tried to call someone to help him or anything, and it really upset me to think he got the wrong impression. i'm so very glad someone's going to take care of him now.
hmm, it's already time to head back up to school. yay grammar and physical anthropology! lab this morning was great as usual. jesus i'm a geek.
"hop the next bus and run for the border. give you my life if you give me a quarter. i am the wanderer's wandering daughter."
<3, chels.
2:42 p.m.
"nobody wins at the laundromat," mad caddies
the mad caddies are playing the 28th. since i switched that friday shift with layla for her saturday shift, i very well may go. it's only $8; i'll be paid in a few days.
i started a fund today. i'm going to save up all my change that aren't quarters (i must do laundry every now and then, you know), so maybe by the summer i'll have a couple hundred dollars of money saved up (ha) to kidnap owen. everytime i want to buy something retarded like food or a dvd, i'm going to put it in my fund. i just suddenly realized on my way home, hey, going up there costs money, and that's definitely something you don't have. so yeah. and so help me, if the last box i sent him doesn't get there (only one of his xmas ones got there), i'm going to the post office and yelling. ohh i am so yelling.
also on my way home, the violent femmes inspired me to play my guitar. so, in accordance with such divine intervention, i'm off to *try* to learn how to play "please don't go" if i can find the damned tabs. ooh, i saw shannoff again. she's upset and has pms, which produced a marvelous quote. "i just think if i can start bleeding i'll be okay."
<3, chels.
when you think that you know someone, they claim to be your friend. a blackened wick is all that remains when the verdict has been sent. with no legs left to stand on, no truth to call your own, like a tired soldier slowly dying, the gun that fired the shot was your own. now i see you lying in the bed you chose to make. backstabber, hows it feel now to live the life i've always known was fake. trying harder just to realize what the hell was goin on. i saw you in the shadows. dont you know im strong? ive got my own intuitions. ive got my own beliefs. and when you try to toy with nature youll be falling with the leaves. and now its all beginning. sail the ship you chose to build. you wont see me crying. washed my hands clean. and now i see you lying in the bed you chose to make. backstabber, hows it feel now to live the life that ive always known was fake.
1:28 a.m.
i'm so fucking exhausted. i went to frank's at 5:00 p.m. and just got home a few minutes ago. i took my guitar so he could learn something, and he can now tune it (well, he can't hear the slight differences in tone yet) and play the intro to "blister in the sun" and "dueling banjos." we went to the grocery store, and when we got back i had this huge glass of milk and a peanut butter and strawberry jelly sandwich. how elementary school is that? it rocked. i was talking to jennifer online, and i wish i would have saved the conversation; it was so hilarious. i just remember one part clearly:
spinster529: [blockbuster] can kiss my ass
spinster529: what will be left after the war
this war business is bullshit. i'm very angry. argh. if anyone who may be reading this is for it, you die. you go to hell and you die! hehe i love the teacher from southpark.
we started watching rad, but i fell asleep. i was just so tired. my days have finally been switched: jesus! it's 1:30 a.m.! what am i doing up?! i'm excited. i suppose 'at's all for now. i need much sleep.
pinklayla13: oh my god i just scarfed a piece of cheese and almost died of enjoyment