posted on December 16, 2002 @ 11:51 am
"cut here," "just like heaven (acoustic)," the cure
sometimes i get this feeling like everything in my body just stopped. like it's empty, and i'm in a big vacuum. it's a good thing, though, cause i'm never alone when it happens.
last night i was driving around listening to christopher, and when "living in your letters" played i remembered how that'd remind me of jonathan. then when like every song reminded me of jonathan, i started laughing and realized exactly what i was listening to. that's the first time i've ever laughed to dashboard confessional.
i think things are looking up when a person can laugh at dashboard confessional.
sometimes i get the illusion that i'm going to be okay. like, all together; jonathan's not bothering me anymore. i hope this isn't a temporary good mood, but considering i'm kind of sad i'd imagine it's not. baaah.
haha, like a sheep. how terrible.
i wish i could get that feeling more often, like everything in me has stopped, and i'm not too concerned if it starts up again.
"every passing hour brings the solar system forty-three thousand miles closer to the globular cluster M13 in hercules, and still there are some misfits who insist that there is no such thing as progress."
<3, pyx.
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