this really isn't helping me not puke
posted on November 29, 2002 @ 4:58 am

"my sweet prince," placebo

i was trying to be a big girl and read my old journals. i could handle him thinking i was "beautiful and perfect," but i saw "loved" and am now going back to bed.

i'm so afraid i'm never going to have that again. heh, the dramatic single tear.

"i try to lagh about it, cover it all up with lies. i try to laugh about, hiding the tears in my eyes. cause boys don't cry."
<3, community pyxie.

never thought you'd make me perspire
never thought i'd do you the same
never thought i'd fill with desire
never thought i'd feel so ashamed

me and the dragon
can chase all the pain away
so before i end my day
remember

never thought i'd have to retire
never thought i have to abstain
never thought all this could backfire
close up the hole in my vain

me and my valuable friend
can fix all the pain away
so before I end my day
remember

never thought i'd get any higher
never thought you'd fuck with my brain
never thought all this could expire
never thought you'd go break the chain

me and you baby
used to flush all the pain away
so before i end my day
remember


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