death becomes clearer through bloodshot eyes
posted on September 27, 2002 @ 2:33 am

the m.a.s.h. theme song (opening credits)

oh my motherfucking god i almost committed suicide tonight. i really wish i could lock myself in my closet and not interact with anyone. people just fuck me up and i fuck them up and i can't handle it. i wish everything was simple. i wish i was simple. i just...i don't know. that ceaseless slumber was looking so great earlier. goddamn my promise to jonathan not to hurt myself.

i won't lie, though. i was so terrofied because i knew if i had started, i wouldn't have stopped. i would have gotten our biggest knife. it would have been over.

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