posted on July 10, 2002 @ 3:08 am
conan on tv
maggie's trying to sleep in my lap right now. i'm sitting at the kitchen table surrounded by jonathan's story, colored pens, spiral, and dictionary. wow, the geekiness. i only got through the first chapter of editing in his story, though, becuase the grammar is awful. the story's good, it's just written horribly (mechanically). the other night snake got out of her cage. mom called me while i was at jonathan's house, all frantic like, but she got her. then tonight she chewed throught the cardboard and duct tape i put over the hole, and mom and i had to find her. it was funny, though, because she's just too cute.
i had an appointment with my shrink this morning at 7:30 because i only have four days left on one of my medicines, and i need a refill. i missed it, though, because i was out being naughty til 5:00 a.m. and absolutely passed out when i got home. i woke up at 8:41 a.m., right before mom called and i had to tell her i didn't go. she fucking freaked, started shrieking about me giving her a heart attack. doug was on the phone as well, so he came in the living room (i fell asleep on the couch) and bitched. i couldn't go anywhere, not even to tutor bob in algebra (i'm getting $50 a week to do so), because I'M the one who doesn't get their meds, and I'M the one who had to pay $75 for an appointment she didn't go to. this one i can't even comprehend at all. whatever.
hmm, i don't know what else to write about. i know i've been slacking off lately, but nothing extraordinary happens here like in austin, nothing that doesn't happen any other day. last night (or this morning, rather) at jonathan's, though, we had this bizarre outburst of love that seemed to come out of nowhere. i could tell something had been wrong with him earlier that day, found a little proof when i got there, and having him lying in my lap clinging to me for dear life, telling me he was so happy right then and loves me so much...that felt good, to know that i can make him feel happy by just being around him. oh, we watched a couple mel brooks films and le pacte des loups, all of which were quite entertaining. i suppose i'll go get back onto the couch and nap for a few hours. au revoir.
Edhttk01: *gives you a hug* even though you hate me
Nerdork: :pouts: nuh uh
Nerdork: i love you
Edhttk01: i love ya too
Nerdork: really?
Edhttk01: what do you think?
Nerdork: :-D
Nerdork: i hope so
Edhttk01: why only hope?
Edhttk01: goober
Edhttk01: :oP
"you're always on my mind; every day is like the first day."
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