avoidance
posted on May 21, 2002 @ 11:52 pm

conan on tv

today was ok i suppose. i got up at 11:00 a.m., took maggie out, then lay on the couch with her til 2:30. i cleaned the kitchen then played cootie with sarah. i started cleaning my room and couldn't stop (i am, after all, a virgo). i rearranged the closet, put up the few clothes i have in the house, played with maggie, dug through the garage to find my nintendo cables (also found a turbo grafx, 16 bit. haha), cooked dinner (chicken, biscuits and mashed potatoes), then bryan came and picked me up. this chick's boyfriend just broke up with her, she was all devestated, so bryan picked her up. we drove around being sad together and sat in a park for a while; bryan played his guitar. we took her home then went to st. mary's playground. the filling i got put in my dead tooth came out, so now i'm stressed about that as well. while we were driving i started crying, to "hey jealousy" by the gin blossoms and later to "left and leaving" by the weakerthans.

i didn't even talk to jonathan today; i have to get used to not being in contact with him everyday. :shrug: i'm talking to him online right now, though. he said the fungus man said they have a super fungus that infects office buildings. they're having a civil engineer come to look at it, and if it's that, they have one day to get their belongings before the house is quarantined.

ah, here's the breakdown.

"you can trust me not to think and not to sleep around. and if you don't expect too much from me, you might not be let down. cause all i really want is to be with you, feeling like i matter, too."
<3, pyx.

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